New year, new me... blah blah blah, right?
2018 was pretty weird. I spent 11 months healing after a relationship ended with someone I literally never thought would leave me, let alone cheat on me and be with someone else. I thought we could work it out. I won't rehash all the details, because really, who cares. It was wrong from the start. Too many red flags and he was/is too damaged. I should've never held his hand at the movies that day, I should've left him all the times I wanted to and well.... whatever. It was clearly a life lesson. But it took me 11 months to finally realize- I don't care. Thank you for the lesson, but you were just a chapter in my life. I will always keep him in a special place in my heart, but I don't know what that means outside of that. I'm not ready to be friends with him without the danger of wanting our relationship back. I did a lot of growing in those 4.5 years as a person, but I'm ready for more. So, in the words of Ariana Grande.... thank you, next.
So here we are in 2019. I don't have any resolutions. Does anyone else feel like people don't even do resolutions? I mean, are they still a thing? Am I using this as a fresh start? Sort of? I don't really know. All I do know is that I'm going to kick ass and live my life and achieve what I want.
So here's to a year of bringing my vision board into fruition.
Cheers.
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